Monday, February 18, 2008

JASCHA SAINT'S FIRST CRIES

"DAD, when you come home at night with only shattered pieces of your dreams, your little one can mend them like new with two magic words -- 'Hi Dad!'"

Last October 13, 1999 at 8:57 in the morning, three days after my 26th birthday my child was born -- a very strong boy, with chinita eyes who belted out his first song so loud inside the Cebu Doctors Hospital's nursery room.

If you ever become a father, I think the strangest and strongest sensation of your life will be hearing for the first time the thin cry of your own child. For a moment you have the strange feeling of being double; but there is something more, quite impossible to analyze -- perhaps the echo in a man's heart of all the sensations felt by all the fathers and mothers of his race at a similar instant in the past. It is a very tender, but also a very ghostly feeling...

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